North Richmond Street, being blind(6), was a quiet street except at the hour when the Christian Brothers¡¯ School set the boys free. An uninhabited house of two storeys stood at the blind end, detached from its neighbours in a square ground. The other houses of the street, conscious of decent lives within them, gazed at one another with brown imperturbable(7)faces.

      The former tenant of our house, a priest, had died in the back drawingroom. Air, musty(8) from having been long enclosed, hung in all the rooms, and the waste room behind the kitchen was littered with old useless papers. Among these I found a few paper-covered books, the pages of which were curled and damp: The Abbot by Walter Scott(9), The Devout Communicant(10) and The Memoirs of Vidocq(11). I liked the last best because its leaves were yellow. The wild garden behind the house contained a central apple tree and a few straggling bushes under one of which I found the late tenant¡¯s rusty bicycle pump(12). He had been a very charitable priest; in his will he had left all his money to institutions and the furniture of his house to his sister.(13)

      When the short days of winter came dusk fell before we had well eaten our dinners. When we met in the street the houses had grown sombre. The space of sky above us was the colour of everchanging violet and towards it the lamps of the street lifted their feeble lanterns. The cold air stung us and we played till our bodies glowed. Our shouts echoed in the silent street. The career(14) of our play brought us through the dark muddy lanes behind the houses where we ran the gantlet(15) of the rough tribes from the cottages, to the back doors of the dark dripping gardens where odours arose from the ashpits, to the dark odorous stables where a coachman smoothed and combed the horse or shook music from the buckled harness(16). When we returned to the street light from the kitchen windows had filled the areas. If my uncle was seen turning the corner we hid in the shadow until we had seen him safely housed. Or if Mangan¬ðs sister came out on the doorstep to call her brother in to his tea we watched her from our shadow peer up and down the street. We waited to see whether she would remain or go in and if she remained we left our shadow and walked up to Mangan¬ðs steps resignedly. She was waiting for us, her figure defined by the light from the halfª²opened door. Her brother always teased her before he obeyed and I stood by the railings(17) looking at her. Her dress swung as she moved her body and the soft rope of her hair tossed from side to side.

      Every morning I lay on the floor in the front parlour watching her door. The blind(18) was pulled down to within an inch of the sash(19) so that I could not be seen. When she came out on the doorstep my heart leaped. I ran to the hall, seized my books and followed her. I kept her brown figure always in my eye and when we came near the point at which our ways diverged I quickened my pace and passed her. This happened morning after morning. I had never spoken to her except for a few casual words and yet her name was like a summons to all my foolish blood.

      Her image accompanied me even in places the most hostile to romance. On Saturday evenings when my aunt went marketing I had to go to carry some of the parcels. We walked through the flaring streets, jostled by drunken men and bargaining women, amid the curses of labourers, the shrill litanies(20) of shop boys who stood on guard by the barrels of pigs¡¯ cheeks, the nasal chanting of street singers who sang a come-all-you about O¡¯Donovan Rossa(21) or a ballad about the troubles in our native land. These noises converged in a single sensation of life for me: I imagined that I bore my chalice(22) safely through a throng of foes.(23) Her name sprang to my lips at moments in strange prayers and praises which I myself did not understand. My eyes were often full of tears (I could not tell why) and at times a flood from my heart seemed to pour itself out into my bosom. I thought little of the future. I did not know whether I would ever speak to her or not or, if I spoke to her, how I could tell her of my confused adoration. But my body was like a harp and her words and gestures were like fingers running upon the wires.

      One evening I went into the back drawingroom in which the priest had died. It was a dark rainy evening and there was no sound in the house. Through one of the broken panes I heard the rain impinge upon the earth, the fine incessant needles of water playing in the sodden(24) beds. Some distant lamp or lighted window gleamed below me. I was thankful that I could see so little. All my senses seemed to desire to veil themselves and, feeling that I was about to slip from them, I pressed the palms of my hands together until they trembled, murmuring: O love! O love! many times.

      At last she spoke to me. When she addressed the first words to me I was so confused that I did not know what to answer. She asked me was I going to Araby (25). I forget whether I answered yes or no. It would be a splendid bazaar, she said; she would love to go.

     ¡ª And why can¡¯t you? I asked.

     While she spoke she turned a silver bracelet round and round her wrist. She could not go, she said, because there would be a retreat(26) that week in her convent. Her brother and two other boys were fighting for their caps and I was alone at the railings. She held one of the spikes, bowing her head towards me. The light from the lamp opposite our door caught the white curve of her neck, lit up the hair that rested there and, falling, lit up the hand upon the railing. It fell over one side of her dress and caught the white border of a petticoat, just visible as she stood at ease.